Long time no me I sat listening to appropriate music Tempter If you look at me Alejandro Sanz. That put. If it is cool that people are more and more fashion that puts jazz or stuff like that but I do not like, do not fool myself, I like the English pop-rock music, I love the 80's despite the pads, even in those years I had put his heels, red lips, a cardao print, and I had thrown headlong into the nightlife.
Sometimes I think I would I, if another person, I would molado live in the 80 to have died young hahaha. Well no not that, I want to die as a minimum to 200 years from now I do not plan to die, I guess those plans are long term. Although I'm not doing I am not comfortable with anything, and I do not think anyone understands me, one telling me to target a plumber, but that he got me in hot guy to open her ass, but give him gustirrinin, no that it hurt, because it goes both gay afters, take advantage. And there are words that depends on the day, the humor of the situation, do more damage.
I have nothing to tell, and nothing to change my life so far is linear, nothing happens ... I go to class, I return, I'll cane, I laugh, I come home, but was happier before, only recently I dedicate it to "be" laugh when everyone laugh, sing when they all sing, and laugh at those who cry for no reason, put a brave face and listen, I can not say anything, because I have nothing to tell. I have no boyfriend, I have good friends, my life is comfortable, do not cry as much as before, lately hardly dream (I have completed the dream?) And it gives me the feeling that nothing I understand, each in its royo, well when you see who will exploit dire ... "Uh excuse me, make me a little case?" But it's not that I complain if I do, is that neither is very well to say, so I can not either complain. Lately I strives to heal a small wound (very small, barely noticeable) I have, the attempt to heal but sometimes it bleeds, it is so. But the day I anesthetize me and did not feel pain, but is bad wounds left scars, and they leave marks, and should be allowed to take some time to take off those little marks, but then I have discovered today, because the day I made that pequeñisisisisisima wound did not case. Then I have another injury, bigger, deeper, more bloody, more painful, I had no anesthesia, I made it and still bleeding and every day that passes I lose more blood, and worst of all, you do not stop ae lost, is there trembling in my memory, in my memory in my heart, my soul, my head is everywhere, odor, color, comment, a laugh, a look, a song, a place, all that makes my back hurt bleed and can not avoid, and I would never be cured. If you think love is you are very wrong. I do not suffer for love, because love does not suffer with me, do not cry, I feel, I fell in love, love me if you are looking for, and recently found me, but I lost quite forgotten, even a pat on my back, I remember him, but did not hurt, just sonrrei, to return to remember that pat on my back. That caress today I saw coming, and only me hedgehog hair and want us back to before the summer, those laughs, those eyes ... those strokes back. But still I think bad things that really matter I have no, so my balance is very positive, because I've already said, is that I can not complain!
Well here I leave, I had an update pending, either you have in mind that I'm sensitive because I am because I have exams and Alejandro Sanz, and because my birthday is approaching, I have the crisis of 20, and why I turned 22, and that good even today I had not been very happy ending promise that when I start testing with an input happy and content, do you think? I am also very nervous, I can not help but be alert, not sleeping, not hungry ... the reviews are like that, and more when you know you're going to suspend all like me this year, but to encourage good June, the same thing I have not to put me a plumber, even if it did, it would take and would put a pipe up your ass, not tell me that, if not more important things, that even as I'm not affect directly if they do so indirectly, and it hurts a lot. Even that well, I know the pain that indirectly affects me is appeased, other good things you deserve.
But I said that the entry would be happy after the exams ... until after February!
If at that moment his life was calm and happy, came to
revolver ... (Bebe)
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